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A Conversation. by Padmelov, literature

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Ramstine,Bond,12 girls band and many outhers
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I have way to many to list
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Manly Kazu Kibuishi but many more
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Portal, Portal 2, The Elder Scrolls Sries, The Sims
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Pc and xbox360
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Swiming, Darwing, Reading, and Writeing

Sometimes

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Sometimes I lay awake at night and wonder what's the point in life if I'm just domed to be alone. Then sometimes I see the light of a firefly in my window, and it makes me smile and wonder how other things feel when they are lonely. Like that small bug must feel so lonely when it can't see a flash of green from one of his own. Then I remember that it'll eventually find another of its kin, just like I will...but right now it feels like like I'm being smothered, and that I might not last to find the flash of color like the firefly, that I might just get trapped in a spiders web, and devoured by this spider named Depression.
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Sometimes I lay awake at night...I think about how much people hate me. I watch as someone leaves a group chat and they get added back instantly...but when I leave I'm just ignored. Or how I'm never invited to go anywhere by my "friends". Or how someone proclaims their love to me every day but they go behind my back and let the girl they "despise" give them a hand job. Then I think about my family and how they call me names such as: slob ass, lazy, retarded, jack ass..., those are just a few. How my family wishes for me to fail at everything, how they get jealous of me being successful, and fallowing the path that they did. Why is it that if
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Existent?

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Am I real, or am I just a figment of your imagination. I honestly don't know. I no longer see the point in me having this account, I no longer use it. So I might just delete it all together.
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Thanks so much for the favs on my stories!

I'm sorry I haven't updated ours, my life has been hectic lately. 
Hey it's okay. I really love your stories, I to love reader inserts.

Also it's okay about our story things happen that we can't help.
Hey hey hey
Long time no see!